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Don’t think for one moment that I spent the entire relationship upset and miserable. There were many brightshiny moments there – moments that were highlighted and underscored and ALLCAPSed against the dull patina of our disagreements. There was a dubious yet distinct childhood connection – he and my brother played in the same sports [...] I am not the right woman for him. I refuse to discuss marriage. I am shoving my children down his throat. I am just using him for sex. I am under my mama’s thumb (and after her money). I let That House come between us. I wouldn’t have nothin’ if it weren’t for my Daddy dying. HE worked for it all. I’m [...] We go out as often as we can, but I honestly prefer hanging out at the house with the kids. He keeps asking “would you marry me?” and I keep ducking the question. It’s too soon, he’s too still-married, please stop asking. Okay, if I answer will you NEVER ASK ME AGAIN? Then [...] I say::you think Crankiness :: is next to sleepiness. You can play along too! Money :: hungry I’m not particularly traditional, so you won’t find me proposing on February 29th. I don’t really believe in marriage as it’s currently socially defined and all that jazz. Are there any other traditions? Or is this just another day in a long line of days…. It’s over. Finished, kaput, fin. I know I haven’t given you a blow-by-blow of the last month, so let me do that now. He has called me every day, and asked for permission to call the next day. |
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