Nervous. Agitated.

I just sent my resume off to a job that would be a wonderful thing for my family. It’s a bit of a drive, but I wouldn’t have to worry about money. Prayers, PLEASE!!!

I can’t figure out why my LJ hack isn’t working with the upgraded version of WP.

Sunday is my anniversary. Two years ago I was supposed to be birthing our daughter instead of boarding a plane to come back home. I’ve mostly gotten over the loss of the relationship, but I’m still somewhat upset over the loss of the pregnancy. Yes, I was pregnant when I got on the plane, so what? I love my Joe so SO much, but sometimes I look at him and wonder what kind of baby she would have been.

Shoulda, woulda, coulda…..*sigh*