The everlovin hopeless quest

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I have in my posession a very nice 40-gig paperweight. Why do I still have it? Because, heaven help me, every single photo of my son Daniel from birth to age 2 is on there somewhere, and maybe….just maybe one day I’ll be able to afford to get the data recovered.

You believe that, right?

Shit.

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I should never have sent the email.

Not because I didn’t want to say it, but because now I’m obsessively checking my email for a response.

It’s Tuesday!

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Would you rather:

Eat broken glass OR eat razor blades? I’d rather starve. Neither. Nope, not gonna go there.

Be packed into an elevator with 6 very large sumo wrestlers OR with 6 guys who just got out of a sauna? 6 guys. I’m entirely too claustrophobic, and it’s only an [...]

Mistakes were made

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but don’t worry, others WILL be responsible.

I’m debating with myself over contacting Joe’s father one last time before I start working on terminating his rights. I really want to give him one final chance to acknowledge/deny….but then part of me says “Y’know, he’s had the better part of a year to [...]

How time flies :)

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Six months ago tonight, I was pushing out one big-headed baby boy. Now he’s huge, with two teeth and eating crackers. Pictures forthcoming – as soon as I pound this USB port into submission.

Now, to find a family lawyer and terminate his father’s parental rights

It’s that time again!

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1. What’s the most daring thing you’ve ever done?

Packed the kids up and went on a 1200+ mile road trip. Details? I left Little Rock, drove to Austin TX and picked up my girlyfriend, then we all drove to El Paso to visit someone else.

2. What one thing would you [...]

Well, looks like no pics

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of the new haircut tonight. I didn’t go after all. The battery in the van is dead as a doornail, and I wasn’t about to jump it off, drive cross-county after dark in the cold with a 6 month old baby.

*sigh* just another brick in my wall these days.

I know, I know

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no Wednesday walk from me yesterday. Sorry! It wasn’t a fantastic day for me yesterday, and today’s even worse. I got triggered *hard* last night, and am recovering from that. Mostly sorting the flotsam & jetsam that came bubbling up after spending all night tossing, turning, and wishing for things I’m probably never [...]

Hrm. Don’t let this frighten you…

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Chooseday!

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, so…awaaaaaay we go!

Would you rather:

1. find out from your significant other that he/she is cheating on you by: you walking in on them OR he/she telling you about it?

Well, I’ve been told about it, and can honestly say I’d rather not walk in on them. I have [...]